Poison.

Dearest knight,

" Everyday when you wake up & taste the bitter vial, only than you would know how i feel each day."

" When you plunge your face into a deep bowl of water and refuse to emerge yourself, your lungs screaming for air, your brain produces sparks of electrifying stars telling you .... you will die unless you pull out now...

.......

And then suddenly, you had enough. Pulling out from the water, taste the air like you've never tasted before. Deep gulfs of air in your lungs. You feel like you're reborn, a brand new person.

& until you know how i feel,

don't tell me how you feel, because i will not listen.

It's not all about you.

Taste the bitter vial, and then you will know.

good day, my knight and shining amour.